Friday, 1 July 2016

All for the best I hope...

Finally after a few months of suffering from overthinking too much I decided to call it a quit even though there's nothing wrong between us. It's just me feeling insecure again and being delusional. People like me just can't be in a relationship. It'll only hurt myself and the other party. So I really hoped I made the right decision by letting go since most of the time that we were together, we weren't really happy. It's just a mask both of us that's been putting on. It's really funny how our heart can be deceiving. Not just once but more than a couple times. What's more funny is that why do we fall in love so easily? Even when it isn't right...

Ever had a feeling that sometimes its better not to ask too much questions?
Knowing too much, not necessarily will make you happier but if I don't ask and just keep it to myself, I can't even sleep at night. Just gotta get it out of my chest. How does anyone bear with this situation?
Maybe i'm just a coward. Always run away whenever I feel like i'm gonna get hurt emotionally.
Well ain't nobody love to be hurt? I'm just indecisive most of the times. Forget about it ASAP.

To everyone that overcame your insecurities and being successful in your love lives, I really salute you. It ain't hard to achieve that but it ain't easy either. Gotta find some other activities to occupy myself for the time being to rest my case. LOL.

Me being vain on my ride...

So today this  Monsieur here have decided to be a cam whore and took some selfie while driving to work. Trying to relieve myself from all the thought that's been running through my head but just one of my excuses to get a selfie !!! :)
Hahahahahaha. Just being a shameless narcissist trying to give a very cool pose but well EPIC FAIL!! Any good plastic surgeon to recommend? Maybe I should get a nose job or something. 3D eyebrow or whatsoever..
I shall look for some dance classes and start doing some sexy hip hop. Or maybe go for gym hoping to achieve a killer body. :P Anyone know any good dance studio here in Penang? Need some recommendations. :D

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